All I can do is lie here on the floor
Tears fill my eyes, all i can do is cry
I don’t want to feel this way anymore
Someone please kill me, I just want to die
How could you leave me here in so much pain?
You left my broken heart beyond repair
Thinking of you is driving me…
always have always will be. its a shame you’ve said shit about me to other people though. thats what smacks it.. everyone thinks and believes i’m the bad person. i wouldn’t be suprised if my friends thought i was a bad person. i broke his heart yeah. he forgave me. we tried again. somehow it…
Have you ever laid on your bed at night, and just cried? Cried because you’re ugly. Because you’re not good enough. You counted all your flaws from head to toe, to punish and feel worse about yourself. Cried because the comments people blurt out, actually hurt your feelings. Cried because your family is dysfunctional, but you’re just a kid, who can’t do shit about it. They tell you to stop complaining, that you have it much better than the kids in Africa. You don’t want to be a burden, so you bottled it all up. Around people, you’re the happiest ray of sun shine. But nobody knows, that at night when you’re alone, you break down and just cry.
(Source: xosherry)
why…
I’m falling apart, breaking inside, the things that you say, are blowing my mind. And everything that you did, throughout it all, didn’t make it better, because in the end I always fall. I’m just wondering why, you did what you did.
You know that feeling? When you’re just waiting. Waiting to get home, into your room, close the door, fall into bed, and just let everything out that you kept in all day. That feeling of both relief and desperation. Nothing is wrong. But nothing is right either. And you’re tired. Tired of everything, tired of nothing. And you just want someone to be there and tell you it’s okay. But no one’s going to be there. And you know you have to be strong for yourself, because no one can fix you. But you’re tired of waiting. Tired of having to be the one to fix yourself and everyone else. Tired of being strong. And for once, you just want it to be easy. To be simple. To be helped. To be saved. But you know you won’t be. But you’re still hoping. And you’re still wishing. And you’re still staying strong and fighting, with tears in your eyes. You’re fighting.
(Source: dirty-dope)
Jonah: Mom says it’s because she has PMS.
Steve: Do you even know what PMS is, Jonah?
Jonah: Of course I do dad, I’m not a little kid anymore. It’s the Pissed At Men Syndrome
About me
The little things in our lives that make us happy, are also the ones that can eat us alive from the inside out, things dont seem fair but thats just life. We all need to find a way to deal with it. But you just have to remember that its all part of life, its all part of a learning experience.
